Imperfection is what makes a person, human.

Dear Victor,

People always ask me when I say “I love you” you don’t say “I love you too” It doesn’t hurt, and I don’t care because I know you so well that you really don’t know how to love anyone unless they are family. you have been through a lot in your past, and you’re still dealing with things today, that I could never imagine. I love you Victor, and you already know I’m always here for you. No matter what. Things will get better in time, I promise. just keep your head high. <3

I can’t decide who to write this too, so i’ll write to all of you.

you know,

The time we spent together, even though it was a short period of time will stay with me forever. Everything we did together still makes me smile.

Kristin,

you were my best friend, and we did almost everything together. you’ve given me the best memories in the last four years, from the parties, to just dancing around my house screaming at the top of our lungs.

Brian,

tubing with you in georgia was the best vacation ever! I wish I could have come down to see you this summer. I hope to see you soon, and make some more memories. <3 

Dear you,

lolllll, and no comment. I’ve got nothing to say, :)

<3 Monica

Who do I want to give a second chance to? No one.

Why? Because I’ve given too many out already, and I’m sick of being hurt and put second to people.

I wish i could go back in time, and change who I’ve become. </3

Shelbyyy!

We didn’t get along at first, but now when we’re together we have the best times. I’m so glad were friends now. :) 

<3 Monica!

Thank you, for showing me how to be strong. 

Dear people who smoke weed,

you aren’t cool, so get over yourself and find something better to do with your life. If you have problems, deal with it; so does everybody else. 

<3 Monica 

Dear the person I wish I could be….

The person I wish I could be, will one day be the person I’m going to be. I want to be the person everyone can count on no matter what. The person that someone can trust with anything. I want to be the best friend possible, for anyone. I don’t just want to be accepted in one social group, I want to be friends and accepted by everyone. My choices everyday slowly change, and will soon be recognized. I’ve already started changing to become this, and I’ve lost some things on my way. I can’t please everyone, and If you can’t accept that I’m sorry. Just like everyone else, I’m not perfect and I do make mistakes and will till the day I die but my mistakes make me who I am and who I’m becoming. 

This won’t be easy, and it’s going to take awhile, but I want to be this person the day I receive my diploma for high school. When my name is called I don’t want people to be like, “That’s the girl who was a bitch, jerk, or anything else” I want them to say “That’s the girl who made a difference and actually was nice” I wish more people would want to be this person and actually try, but I can only decide to do this for myself. 

I’m making a change, and you should to. 

<3 Monica Mosher

Dear everyone in St. Mary’s.

I miss you like crazy. I miss 1st grade, and all those good times on the play ground. I miss coming home to visit you guys. I love you, ALL.

<3 Monica.

Brian Floyd,

I miss you. one day i’m just gonna walk to your house, from MD to GA and live with you.

<3 Monica

dear kristin, 

i miss who you USED to be. someone who was always there for me, and didn’t just talk shit. thanks for being there when you were.

<3 Monica

Dear everybody,

I’ve realized lately that I’ve drifted away from everybody in my life, including my best friend. I can’t help it, I’m growing up a lot faster. I’m ready for the next step in my life, and it doesn’t include many of you. I miss every single person, and I hope we can become closer because I still have three more years with you guys in highschool. I’m sorry.

<3 Monica

Dear aklsdjfaksjdf,

I wish you could forgive me for what I did, but I know you won’t. You were the one who I always wanted to see the second you left my sight. I know I did you wrong, but hey, I’m sorry I’m not perfect. I love you and always will. You were my bestfriend, and I won’t ever forget you.

<3 Monica

Dear ______________,

thank you, forreal. you made me a stronger person. 

<3 Monica.

Dear Pop-Pop,

I was so young when you died, and it feels like so long ago but in reality it was about 5 and 1/2 years ago.  You were the one who kept our family together, and now that your gone i feel like it’s falling apart. I think about you all the time, and I miss you. Whenever I go up to your house, i think about you 24/7. I know you’re watching over me, and I can’t wait to be wtih you again. I love you. <3

<3 Monica

This goes to more than one person,

Dear ———> chyeah.

Well i miss you like crazy, and I wish I saw you more often. We’ve had some interesting times together, and I  miss those like crazy. 

<3 Monica

I wish I could meet someone who I could be my complete self around, and know that he won’t judge me. Someone who likes me for who I am and not what he wants me to be. Someone who misses me the second I leave. Someone who falls has hard for me, as I will for him.

But this isn’t a wish, because I know it will come true they day I say “Yes, I will marry you..” <3

It’s just that the waiting continues, so I don’t mind.

SO…

Dear Someone,

hurry up, because i’m waiting.

<3 Monica! 

brian floyd!

you aren’t really an internet friend, but you’re the friend who i only talk to through electronic devices because you live so far away. :( I miss you like crazy, and I wish I could see you soon! 

<3 Monica

you know who you are..

you broke my heart, yet i still love you. this will never change, but being happier is more important than being with you.

see you around, 

<3 Monica